One thing I really like about myself is I call bullshit when I see it and I don’t let anyone walk all over me. Whoever in AEPhi told me that they love me because I stand up for what I believe in… I love you.
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because you can get through anything and happiness is just waiting for you in the smallest, and simplest of ways. I’m forced to believe that everything I had and knew has been changed and will be different forever. I don’t want it to be, I don’t want to believe it is, but it is. I feel like everything around me is unstable, and at the end of the day I am alone. I can’t quite describe how it feels; to say the least, sad. I miss it. I miss it so much. How can I be so sure that I did the right thing and at the same time feel as if I destroyed everything. How can it eat you up inside. Why. At the end of the day the world only cares about themselves. But not you. You cared about me. And now that’s gone. I’m forced to cope on my own with no one to trust, no one to love. I need someone to change that. That’s right, Victoria’s Secret, stop offering me free shit and discounts (but really, please don’t). I love you and hate you at the same time for it. I feel like I have so much more random stuff to say now that I don’t have a twitter anymore, lol. This could be both good and bad. Hello random, scatter-brained blogs that make no sense and lack grammatical soundness. Eh. I do what I want here Wednesday is mommy’s birthday and I picked up a $50 gift card for her today at my work (while they were offering me free shit and discounts). I walked out with two bras and a panty. (In Victoria’s Secret world, all underwear is known as “panties,” and should be properly addressed as so). Anyway, this is my first step in my quest in becoming less selfish. We’re all a little selfish – I’m twenty.. one for god’s sake. I’m still in the era of selfish. Dear self, please save money. Please really try! At least try, haha. Money seems to just burn a hole right through my wallet. I guess it doesn’t help that one of my motto’s to live by happens to be “I’m young, so might as well do it while I can!” I’m working on that, too. Ha. In other news, I painted my nails neon yellow yesterday. Sally Hanson nail polish for two dollars at Walgreen’s, say what? Oh yes. Randomrandomrandom. 21 must be the year of letting things go. I’m a big kid now; goodbye twitter and myspace! It’s back to basics. Freeing myself of all these internet tie-downs. All I need is band-geek Speaking of, I just renewed band-geek for another year! Going on SEVEN YEARS strong! Hands-down worst summer ever. Productive, but boring, lonely, and a dash of drama. Working all the time and I’m still going to be poor thanks to my sky-rocketed rent. Considering fewer people real friends, because when it boils down to it, less will have your back than you think, and some will have your back that you wouldn’t have thought. Also, when did I become even remotely forgiving? In other news, I survived my first day alone at my internship, and then I had an epic four hour nap afterward. And to the person who stole my ipod at my birthday party: what the fuck, man? Oh yes, I did.
For some reason beyond me, two days ago I got the crazy idea to make band-geek into an exact replica of my twitter. I know, my nerd is massively showing- but Jamie egged me on (the co-star, along with myself in the background). I think my spur-of-the-moment, random idea turned out to be brilliance. I honestly don’t even know how or why I was up to the challenge since I just finished completely revamping a few weeks ago, but here it is in all its glory- my homage to twitter. Happy Summer! In other news, I deleted my myspace (cue cheering in the distance). I know, I know. If you know me, you know I don’t let go of things very easily, even very stupid things. Let’s face it, all the cool college kids use facebook, myspace is sooo high school (insert vally girl voice and hand flick). But yeah – I finally rid myself the urge of obsessively checking and compulsively fixing yet another social networking site. A DEAD social networking site. Yay me. An added perk: I didn’t have to wade through all of the old pictures of ex boy… people.. whatevers… cheaters… etc. Just a few clicks and I no longer have to avoid certain pages of pictures, or have to deal with them. It even inspired me to spring (summer?) clean my facebook pictures. Well, that and a certain douche who ruined it for the rest of you. Someone else in my past would be thanking you. Goodbye ex pictures! Hello ME. Now I just have facebook… and a twitter… a youtube… OH! AND AN ETSY ACCOUNT. YEAH, THAT’S RIGHT. I FINALLY HAVE A ONLINE SHOP OF MY VERY OWN! >>>> HEREEE CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK <<<< After years of saying I would, you heard it first – it’s finally happening! And yes, that’s right, I just used a kao smiley. Aren’t they cute? Another one of the new cute additions to this website. I know, it’s always interesting here at band-geek. And if right about now you are thinking to yourself ‘what the fuck is a kao smiley?’ Well, never fear, my friend, let me redirect you here – but not until after you finish reading my amazing rambles. I know you love those. Anyway, back to what I was saying: Holy crap, this entire post is about social networking sites. Anyway, RIP myspace. Twitter… could you be next? Slight possibility. I’m tired of having too much going on online. I have an entire life to manage offline, and let’s face it, I’m just way too much of a perfectionist! My stroke of brilliance is ending, but I think we can all agree this post is one big ball of awesome. P.S. Please pray that in three days I’ll get a phone call telling me I won a scholarship that will make me 10K richer. If I win I’ll tell you all about it. One photo is from Summer 2007 and the other is from Spring 2010  Click below for the answer! I was messing around with my hair today just to see what it would look like. My straight cut bangs are kind of my signature, but I think these are cute and I’ve always wanted to be able to pull them off. The rest of my head is kind of a mess :) |
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July 20, 2010 at 9:34 pm | Categories: 
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. Granted, there’s nothing for sale right now due to the fact that all of my crafting supplies are located in my apartment back at school, but once I’m all moved into my new place in August I plan on cranking out tons of cool stuff, so just sit tight. And for god’s sake, once I get everything running, please support my broke ass and buy my stuff! 
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